Writing has always been something that comes easy to me and at times it is therapeutic...yet, at the same time, it isn't easy...I lack discipline, and I think that is because when I write I only write with passion.
I struggle to write when I am not feeling super passionate about what I am putting to paper...errr blog!
This is the reason why I leave this blog, and yet I come back... it has been 9 years since I first started this blog...I have been married for almost 9 years, have been through many ups and downs in my life, have a biological kid, have an adopted kid and here I am writing again.
I think there is something beautiful and familiar about why I always come back to this blog...it is nice to get an insight into my own mind from time to time. I started this blog when life was easy, it was simple...there were no kids or big chores, or work, to distract me.
When I look at my life now, the only leisure time that i have is when i am running away from my chores...which is often, i must add ;)
Even though my life has been busy before, I think it turned over a new leaf in the past 2 years. Before the past 2 years happened, I guess we would have to rewind back to the past 4 years...
4 years ago is when my husband and I were officially diagnosed with secondary infertility. It was so hard, especially at first, to admit that there was a problem. The hardest part was now being a statistic and having a lable...before that my husband and i were newlyweds, new parents, first time parents and then the couple with secondary infertility. It was rough and it bruised my ego a bit too.
Those moments led to our decision to adopt our second son 2 years ago...
To be continued...
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